The feeling of being lost is growing as each day passes, leading to a sense of lacking control intensifying. The feeling the timer has spun around again, having to start from fresh. The dreams and way of life that once was, now left in the past. The new beginning with infinite unopened doors awaiting for their handle to be grasped. Should one go ahead blindly deep into the unknown, or use the past to ones advantage. Allowing the wisdom gained to light the way.