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The truth of how I broke my spine.
We lie, every one of us. We do it for selfish reasons and at times as a selfless act to protect those who mean the most to us from the truth. The reason why I started with that is so you can understand why I kept the truth to myself. For those who are triggered […]
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Layers
Your smile tears a layer from my guard Opening to the new Like a new born experiencing its first feeling of touch. Laughter fills my heart The cup full Ready to be overflowing The love once given to others Now turned inwards Darkness tearing its way out In need to be Put at rest
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Starting a new
The past has taught us many things with the clock continuously ticking, allowing to bend the forgotten hours to reshape what will be. Planting the foundations for your chosen flower to flourish in all its glory, adding it’s own colour into reality for those to see.
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The physical action of pen to paper.
Writing is expression allowing you to understand from within to make it external, it brings peace and hope by seeing what’s on paper in reality. Your goals become physical and reachable than just a thought flowing through the mind.
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What is and what was
I have met death many of times we have came so close to touching but our relationship has never been physical. He has been there as a guide, a reminder that he is awaiting something which is truly guaranteed. He teaches me that when we finally touch that I shall look back with a smile […]
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Overcome today
You nearly gave up. You was so close to death on the brink of leaving this life behind so so close. The best thing is you are still here. The people you have met since your story nearly ended. The lives you have changed even in the smallest of ways it has mattered. Times have […]
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The first time we met
Meeting you uncertainty filled my heart, uncertain of knowing if there is a future between i and you. As the moment we met my heart tingled. A feeling came over I have only experienced very little. It wasn’t of fear but amazement. The moment I left for the first time I felt comfortable in my […]
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Storm
Tree’s are shaking the rain is blowing the whole world roaring. Sitting, observing the earth is wild . But the inner peace as everything is hectic. Understanding that control isn’t a reality. Riding out the storm without a view of what is to come. Shall there be a rainbow or chaos to form.
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Happiness
Happiness is not a place nor person. Even though the two may aide in your joy they are not the source. It comes from within and your ability to accept. Sadness and anger are still very valid feelings and your only emotion is not positivity, allowing to feel the good and the “bad” is key, […]
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Cancer
The one C-word we all wish we never hear is cancer. It is like the devil in disguise taking whatever it touches. It’s one word I never thought I would ever hear at 17, when life is barely getting started and everything is/ seems so innocent. Of course, as a naive rebellious 17 year old […]
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Surviving or fighting
I survived, the torment, the anger, the immense feeling of worthlessness I survived
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Reality
You’re every move memorised, criticised, stored into the ever lasting vision of the universe. Belonging to a reality, questioning wether my presence is accepted, or should I lower my perception to the vision of others. The subconscious view of our life, just a front to the truth of who and what we are. Lose it […]
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Within
She is not going to appear, she has to be created. She isn’t lost she just hasn’t been found. The next day, the next day, she won’t just show. She has to be discovered, to be the explorer.
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I say I love you
I say I love you I say it every time you leave, I say it every time I appreciate the things you’ve done, I say it every time you bring warmness to my heart, I say it because I love you, I love you’re smile, I love your character, I love the way you bring […]
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Sunset
As the sunsetsthe day isreset.All thathas been islost in thepast,ready tostart again.Our actionsforgot but thewords wevespoken set instone. Weforget to live,to live in thepresent,toobserve and seeto feel, as tofeel is whatmakes us human. Asthe sunsetsremember thatit is anopportunity tostart a fresh,letting go ofthe dailystress,thatdosent serveour truepurpose whichis to live
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Lost
The feeling of being lost is growing as each day passes, leading to a sense of lacking control intensifying. The feeling the timer has spun around again, having to start from fresh. The dreams and way of life that once was, now left in the past. The new beginning with infinite unopened doors awaiting for […]
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Present
When we think of the future or the past we tend to lose the present. what is happening infront of our eyes becomes blurred with static. Living for the next day and the next, this loss of time in the moment. The troubles we encounter our own loss of critical thinking turning into overthinking. We […]
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Her heart beat
Her Heart Beats. Blood rushing through her chambers. As it has done for a decade Her contractions begin to fade Her memory each heart beat has experienced, emotion has been it’s companion. The flutter of her chest as the feeling starts to fade. Her heart beats, as it has done for a decade. Her love […]
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Perspective
Your perspective is constantly shifting by your experiences and growth. This development is taking place with every moment lived. The desire and will to change can only happen from within. This peace and tranquillity are special and means so much in a different way to those living around us. Perspective is what/whom we encounter whether […]
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